Why? Yes!

Why do I choose let the Cigarette burn till the end?

This time, I didn't. This time, I can't!

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Written some time last year-

Days pass by so fast,
like i'm a wanderer in the vast,
As I wait for a ray, a tear and a smile,
to bring me back on my way on the eu nile.

I feel empty inside,
like I'm falling on an infinite slide,
Numb as I am to emotions,
Like I am free from all notions.

Sometimes I feel I know, at others I don't
Only that I wont ever give up this mount,
To feel what I have wanted all this while,
Its the same. A ray, a tear and a smile.